I don't think I'll be blogging here anymore. Maybe once in a while when i really feel like it. But I will be blogging at blogspot instead. You can ask me for the link if you are interested to read about my boring life.. haha.. Till then. Take care...

While tutoring my little cousin. See the sleepy eyes?? But the specs matches my blouse. haha..

Exams is in less than two days and I seriously don't think I am ready for it. Events after events. It had affected the whole study week. The more i study, the more I think I have yet to cover. oh no.. I don't want to remodule. It will burn my pocket which is already torn enough. oh just great..

My condolence to Nadea's family for their loss..

Kepada kawan2 Nadea dan juga umat2 islam, tolong sedekahkan al-fateha utk arwah bapanya yg telah meninggal petang tadi.. Sedekahkanlah bnyk2 surah al-quran utknya da keluarganya.. Semoga Allah S.W.T.  mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya & mengampuni dosa-dosanya. amin.

I wanna apologise to those who have been in contact with me for the past few days.

-Sorry for the unlimited sacarstic remarks. (well it made me felt better that way. hahaha.)
-Sorry for being more aloof.
-Sorry for hurting u in one way or another
-Sorry for being happily crazy at one point & then emotional for any small remarks. (something wrong with me i guess)

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that's all la. actually not many were affected by it. People at home were mostly outside or if they were home, i was busy completing my lab reports (never ending). But bf was affected badly because i gave him non-stop hit of scoldings and then ignore him. (he was the only person who was there for me, sadly, at the wrong time) I felt guilty after scolding him for everything, i was aware of my own actions but then i don't know why(ego i guess) every time i want to apologise, i end up getting angry and throw sacarstic remarks. But he was being so patient with me. Talking back to me nicely. Ok la, there's a limit to one's patience too, there's one time he scolded me and ask me to stop my nonsense. So I did, by ignoring him.(konon merajuk la tu) *shake head* He also went missing and didn't text or call. I was feeling angry so i don't really care and did my assignments. Was engrossed into doing it that i didnt realised that it was already 5am the next morning.. sheeshh.. By then, i had forgotten that i was angry at him and i texted him happily "hey, i was soo engross doing my report that its alrdy e next morning!! no wonder i feel so tired. hahaha.." and he replied soon after and told me to keep my stuff and rest well. When i remembered about it, i replied by asking if he was still angry with me. And he said no. =) But i told him that i was angry at him. (suke nah carik pasal) only that i can't remember specifically what i was angry at. hahaha.. i told him that he was lucky i forgot about it. he laughed and asked me why. then i replied "ya la, i only rmbr i angry at u but i dunno y, u lucky uh coz i can't scold u anymore what". Then tadaa..we ok already. Although i know i did hurt him alot by my hurtful words and he said he understand, i also know that saying sorry alone is not enough. Eh, then how? tsskk...

selalunye aku kene kacau mlm2.. abeh ni first time lak aku kena kacau lepas subuh biler nak tido balik. Kurang asam btol!! tapi ni kali muke pompan tu cam lawa seh. hahaha! ade ke dia ckp "tak kenal ke?" kepale otak dia la. lagi bnyk doa dibaca, makin buruk jadinye.. tsk3.. kesian.. abeh dia nye pasal aku takle tido balik. Sheeshh!! da buang 3 jam surfing the net. Padahal boleh buat assignment. Eh, org nye suke la nak buat assignment atau surf the net. haha.. kan da bbual sorang.. ok la.. da nak kena siap utk pergi sekolah. hmph!

edited: oh oh.. aku sempat gunting fringe aku. yea da ade bangs balik! =) matair aku tau confirm dia memekak sebab tak gi salon. Haha! ape aku kisah, rambut aku pe..

     Made pineapple tarts last Sunday because a family's friend ordered it for cny. And i wrote my name for the last batch of tarts knowing that it is for self-consume.


    Yesterday was a hectic day in my own school. President of singapore, S.R Nathan came for a visit. We were informed last week about it and was made and reminded to follow the school rules. Not to wear slippers, tank tops etc.

    Shereen and I were so sleepy as we slept late the day before because of our lab report that was due yesterday. As soon as i woke up, i know that i only had an hour to get ready to go out and i haven't even prepare anything to wear. So i called shereen as my gut feeling told me that she's not up yet. Called her 3times but to no avail. So i sat on my bed for like ten minutes wasting my time thinking if i should sleep a little bit longer. Grab any shirt from the closet and went to take my bath.

    She told me that she woke up ten minutes after my call and get ready soon after. haha.. so yea, we went out of the house at the same time. Met her at eunos where she board the train that i was in. We reached school, the first thing we saw was the main gate which was so wide open. usually it is close so its quite a big deal to us. haha.. i was commenting "ey, look at the main gate!! It is wide open!! the visitor that's coming today think he president is it?.... paused....ok fine, the president coming. ok la!!" with our sleepy eyes, shereen and i looked at each other and laughed. Walked in and we saw the red carpet, then everyone was wearing so nicely -dresses, some with blazers, those working there who used to not mind about their image suddenly set-up their hair, wears make-up all. When the both of us walked pass anywhere, people looked at us as if we don't know that someone important is coming. Maybe we were not dressy as them. we wore our normal wears and look as usual la. hahaha.. We couldn't care less.


    Outside the lab, one of the lab technician asked us randomly if we know how to greet if the president happens to talk to us when he goes into the lab later while we were doing our practicals. Shereen answered, "i say gd morning!!" and i answered her "oh im going to wave excitedly and say hello hello! hello Mr President" then she looked at us, shocked, hahaha! and told us not to do that, must show respect formally and she asked us to memorise this like "good morning your excellency". while walking, we were repeating the sentence. then i told shereen we should act out by doing graceful moves like bow the western lady like posture and said "good morning mr excellency" then shereen laughed at me and sacarstically said "MR excellency ey???" aiyaa.. like that also must practice, say hello also can what..

    While doing our experiments, the lecturer kept going out of the lab and see if your honour is coming or not. haha.. I was standing at another exit when one of the staff asked me to inform my lecturer that he's coming in very soon and asked us to get ready to greet him. so kan-chiong. he did walked pass our lab but did not enter so we didn't have to greet. anyway, most of us were busy mixing the chemicals and had to concentrate on it to get the correct reading. so i only had a glimpse of his excellency.

too bad he didnt go inside the lab im in, if not i think i made a fool of myself infront of the reporters by waving hysterically. Better than seeing superstar what. Not everday president come to visit ok.. haha.. im a happy citizen!

Met Huzaifah aka whale(the 1st guy in e pic frm e left) around our area two days ago. Although it was a short meet-up, we manage to reminisce about our secondary school days. Looking at the different directions that all of us had chosen after O's and most of them who is in poly now are going to graduate very soon. Time flies.. Fazir asked me when are we going to have another outing again, just the four of us again or perhaps more by asking the other clique to join in this time. Well i don't know. All of us seems to be busy with our own lives and it is difficult but not impossible to plan in advance. You GUYS are entering NS soon since the three of you are graduating this month or the next? can't defer anymore what..  haha.. Good luck! So yea, how to plan like this? hmm..

Nice or not the drawings? LOL. like primary school work huh? hahaha.. Last night my sis were busy preparing some activity for her class today and she decided to make a game out of the food pyramid. So she asked me to help her by drawing fruits and vegetables. I told her i can't draw but she said just anyhow scibble. so i did. nyahaharr.. Did that in less than 5 mins, anyhow scribble and anyhow color it using highlighters. But then, not that bad what, hahahaha.. at least can tell  which card is the vegetables and which one is the fruits.. 

Khehehe.. Found lots of old2 photos/neoprints which was taken in 2004. hahaha.. gonna post some here..

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong to let go.

I had morning class this morning and it ended early. Usually shereen and I will take the school shuttle bus to Queenstown MRT but since we were almost an hour early and the shuttle bus was not on service then, we had decided to walk as per normal. As we were chatting and laughing at our conversation, there's this white van drove pass us. Their windows were opened so we could hear them laughing hysterically. We find it weird and scary but ignored and continued walking and crossed the road.

As we were crossing, i was still looking left & right and i saw that van making a turn. I was uneasy about it and i told shereen this, "I think that van is following us!!" Shereen did not turn but was looking from the corner of her eyes. And replied. "eh? really ar? eh how??" Then she told me to walk briskly and ignore them. So i did when suddenly their can was beside us. the driver and the person sitting next to him was laughing so hard, i don't even know what was so funny then. Then the door from behind open and i saw another two guys. SHIT MAN!!! IT FRIGHTEN THE HELL OUT OF ME LARH!!! one of the man from the back looked so eeww..The eyes like wanna pop out and he wanted to get out of the car when his fren laughed and told him to wait awhile, dun get impatient. OMG!!

I was holding shereen arms very tightly and kept telling her that i was feeling so scared. the van move at our pace and were so near to us. Shereen said just walk very fast but then the pathway towards the mrt is still very far and we stilll need walk with them following us from the side. Even if we ran, they could catch up with us. So at one point, we walked super fast and then i quickly pull shereen with me and we ran the opposite direction and ran into one of the junctions. That's the only thing that i can think of so that they won't be able to drive through. Shereen panicked and kept asking me if i know where we were going. I said yea and told her to run at the open field towards the main road. When they saw us running off, they told us that no matter where we run, they are able to catch us up. THEY THINK FUNNY IS IT? NO WE DON'T THINK IT IS A LITTLE BIT FUNNY AT ALL!!

As we were running, i kept looking back to see if they followed us. They did stall the car and two of them was already out of the van. I was praying that they won't chase after us, they're guys afterall, they can surely catch up with us even if we are very far from them.The good thing was, they did not chase us but they were going back in the van and laughing away.I heard one of them shouted in malay "adik, tunggu kite kat main road k?" it means "we wait for u at main road k?" We reached the main road and i was looking around. shereen was relieved at that point of time but when i told her that they said they waiting for us a main road, made us be wary of our surroundings. ANY cars/vans which is white in color freaked us out. seriously. We walked super briskly and ran towards the mrt. Felt save when we reached the control station.

That was my first time experiencing this. The man at the back of the back, the face super scary coz he looks like he wants something from both of us and can't control himself. While in the train, shereen kept asking if im ok coz she said my face was pale and looked shocked. i told her im ok but just tired. Just the night before i was having anxiety attack and my chest hurts. Then suddenly this morning the stupid idiots made me run. My chest feel so pain, still is. STUPID GUYS!! This was shereen 2nd time experiencing this, the first time she encountered something simillar like this was last year, when she was alone, in the morning too, China guys was following her in a lorry and then when she ran under the ulu blocks, the china man get down from the vehicle and chased her. she was lucky that she was able to escape. She said this as she was gasping for air, "alone, not safe. two people also not safe, what is this?"

in the train we were asking ourselves what made them follow us? there's two chinese girls infront of us, but they didn't disturb them at all. To think about it, we were not wearing anything revealing at all. The girls infront us were showing much more skins. Then we were self-praising ourselves that maybe we were pretty? it somehow made us laugh. and then both, at the same time shake our heads and said this at the same time "don't want la. I rather be ugly!!" haha.. great minds think alike huh? haha.. then we laughed again. but deep down, both of us were frightened.

I don't want go school uh! scary or what? but thank god both of us were ok.

first of all i want to apologise to non-malay readers because i am going to post this entry in malay. haha..  maybe some mixture of malay n eng. haha..

Seperti yang dikatakan, hari pertama pada tahun 2009 ini memang antara hari yang bermakna bagi diriku. cehh.. hahahaha.. because i start my day by going to seminar Al-Quran kat singapore expo conference hall. Selalunye tengok ustaz hj farid ravi abdullah kat tv tapi sekarang dapat tengok dia live. haha.. the way he betol kan bacaan tajwid is superb tapi macam sunnguh garang pun ade. haha.. sebenarnye Ustaz farid kelakar orangnye sampai ade makcik ketawe non-stop hit. haha.. Ustaz fahrur razi pun ade undang seorang ustaz dari penang tapi i tak ingat name dia. Some volunteers were called to recite few lines of surah al-mulk and both ustaz gave their comments on their bacaan. cool but scary. tapi lebih baik malu kalau takot diketawekan dari tanggung dosa sebab salah baca kan? hmm.. i think if they were to pick randomly and pass the mic to me, haha.. entah eh ape jadi. tergagap-gagap ketakutan agaknye. haha..

After that event, expo was crowded with lots of people, so my sister and i went to metro sale while mom went home with her friends. Didn't really shop, was merely looking around because we are currently broke. haha.. So after an hour or so, we headed back home. I was planning to meet love for awhile before he was needed to go back to camp, but too bad he was out with his family. Nevermind, i am looking forward to saturday evening. haha.. gonna have a run with love and then we going to have dinner together! yay!!  happy happy me!

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